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Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Yay, i'm blogging again! Hehe. This shows that i'm really damn bored. So anyway second week of school, as usual. Sunday went out to chinatown again because mum want to change the disc. Haha, bought another full volumn of xiaowanzi! Haha, if you are wondering what's that. It's some chinese cartoon show, awesomely funny! HAHA. Is the girl version of labixiaoxin. Hahaha.

Haha. Mum got damn high when she saw until an ahgua walking passed. That ahgua is damn bimbo lah. So sick! Mum keep asking us to look, HAHA. That ahgua still wore pink stockings on the right side and left side wear black stockings. Kewlxz ah! Came home after that to study for POA, and short minded me THEN realised that i left my POA textbook and BKB in school on thursday. haha. And i didn't know there was a POA quiz on monday, i thot it was on wednesday until everyone started msging me asking me about it. Wth.

Monday lessons ended at 3.10. Had POA quiz for the last period, omfg. It was a killer! It was super confusing ehhh. Aiyah, whatever laaa. Photo taking on monday too, moron sama and tess never come! In the end we had to draw their face on a piece of paper and hold that during photo taking. HAHAHAHA! And yala, class was being super lame by doing my DISEASE PIG hand sign during the fun shot. Haha. Aye, it's their honoured to do my disease pig hand sign lorxz.

Today lessons were boring lah, chinese did zuo wen. Zuo wen test next thursday, i can't afford to fail it again. Haha! Then had our thumb print and everything, it was stupid lah. Then after lessons went down to support jnrs for their match. Wth, they got thrash by AHS. They didn't really play well today laaaaa, but tsk. And we had this SUPER long debrief. But yknow what, i really hate the school. &^$$^&@^@!

Why can't just let this trip go on our way. Like even going other country, we had to discuss super long and argue super long just to protest. It's not that we don't want to go, is like we will feel guilty and everything for not studying. - don't even know how it's like and she still over there talk big. Wth, only think of your - trip! Action only lah, i dont know why i'm so pissed but it's like the sec 4s last year and it's a rare chance too. Just go in november lah. 5 days only out of the MONTHS leh. Hmphhhhh, i better not talk too much before i get detention and everything.

And i look like i'm having some disease on my hand! Omg, stupid dodsworth word still stays there. How now?! I wanna go tanning soon i don't care. I wanna get my equal tanned backkkkk.

Missing Identity, 10:20 PM

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Saturday, March 28, 2009

Sorry for not blogging, internet spoilt but now it's okay already. Hehe. Start of term two already, saddd! Lessons were alright, tried damn hard to pay attention for all the lessons. Haha, i listened in MrsW lesson lehhh! Miracle siah. Actually her lesson time pass quite fast if you got pay attention. Haha.

Monday marked the last match of the year for B div. Played against Fuhua, won 4-1! Everybody played their best yoxz. Haha. Jnrs played against Nanyang, almost win. It was damn close. So near yet so farr. but it's okay luhs, at least jnrs got in top 8. Unlike us :( No training on tuesday. Haha! Training on wednesday instead, omg. It's bad without the sec 4s. Haha, i doubt i will ever go for training again.

So now i'm just going to concentrate on my studies, might attend training if i feel like? Haha. Anw watched the new episode of BOF already! Omg, there's one part in episode 22 that jandi and minho went zoo tgt with a kid. HAHAHA, that's damn sweet i tell you! Smiled at myself throughout that part. Friday had sports dayyy! Woke up at 5.45 get prepared and meet the rest at serangoon macs at 6.30. Haha. Then after that had sports dayyyyy.

The sun is hot like don't know what lah. I was on the verge of melting. Haha, and now i have a ugly tanned. I forgot that i will be chaodao then i still go write the word "dodsworth" on my arm, then now i'm tanned except for the word dodsworthhhh. Ugly siah! Hope that it will fade away luhs. After sports day went with jnrs and sec 4s to hougang mall for lunch. Ate cafe cartel! Damn shiok and i was dying of hunger. Walked ard Hougang Mall and decided to go chee's house with the rest. Haha, went to rent table in her condo and played like maddd :D It's good to train without MrKim luhs.

Haha, haven't even started my homework yet. Thats badd when i swear that i will start studying! I have always been wanting to start revision but i don't know when to start. It's bad to know when you have 18 chapters of chemistry to study and 13 chapters of bio to study when both is actually 1 subject. How stupid can it be? POA quiz this wednesday, i needa study that topic yoxz.

Missing Identity, 7:12 PM

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Saturday, March 21, 2009

Omg, school's starting! Kill me nowwww. There goes my 1 week, imma sad. I'm going to be damn guai when school re-open starts yoxz, study study study. That's my motive for going to school. Haha, i will try DAMN hard to listen in every lesson, including MrsW. Haha! Please motivate me to listen during her lesson because you really need high concentration level to do that.

Hm, this week holiday not really a holiday eh because school's greedy to have CCA that take up most of my time. Monday and Tuesday training. Friendly match with TJC on tuesday, glad to see kimmie! She's still as blur as ever. HAHA. Yeahman, did exercise almost everyday. I just realised that term two have to take height and weight again, haha. Bad bad, i hope the school won't send me into the stupid program huh. Every morning have to go running, dumb shit.

As promised, wednesday went to play squash with py and fell. Haha, it was funn! Not as difficult as what py say, but it's really strenous. My wrist is damn weak lah, now i know why i'm in table tennis. Don't need much strength to hold the racket. HAHA. Squash racket is super heavy lah. Even badminton racket i also find it heavy. Played only for 1 hour then went home. Py and me was damn stupid, haha. At first we thot tuition start at 4.30PM so we leave house at 4, then when i'm in the lift. I checked the paper and realised that tuition start at 4. HAHA! Stupid to the max, in the end we decided not to go for tuition since we are late. HAHA.

Went with fell to Redhill to return her workstuff and headed to hlm. Thursday went out with fell to bugis to buy her clothes. Zzz, ate sakae! Hahaha. Then shopped ard bugis street and headed home. Stayed at home the whole day ytd to watch my show and do abit of hmwk. Yay, completed POA and geog. Maths halfway and chemistry half way. Haha. Went to play volleyball and badminton with py ytd, it was productive but after playing i went to buy ice cream and eat. :( Gain weight agn, shitttt.

Tuition tmrw, damn sian of it. Yay, might be going out after tuition. School starts on monday and i've yet to take my report book. Aiya, school reopen then take lah. Damn lazy to see my bad results. Last tournament on monday for the B div. Shit man, it ended too fast luhs. Hai, sec 4s step down already. Py and I still have to go for training and face that -. Stupid shit, stop insulting us lah you. So what if you are a veteran, you got no right to insult us and hurt our emotionals! I have enough of this man. Anw might be going running with fell tonighttttt. I need to lose weight badly before school start.

Missing Identity, 3:01 AM

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Sunday, March 15, 2009

Yay :D Holiday is here! Yeah man, sad case it's only one week. I better cherish this one week because soon you will see me groaning here because of school re-open. Bad thing. Thursday headed home straight away after school. Hahaha! Was having a date with my show then, please faster upload boys before flower then i can finish watching the whole show. Hehe.

Friday school ended at 10.30, haha. Did nothing much actually. Stupid MrG don't want to let me take my report book, must call parents then can. Why like that?! Hai, i think my results sucks shit lah. I really deproved a lot, even MrG said the same thing. Haha, i felt damn guilty when he talked to me. :( Disappointment and everything. Told him that - can't teach and he said that we cannot change teacher anymore which is a bad thinggg. This means i have to study on my own.

I'm thinking of ways to take my report book without asking MrG to call my mum, cause i can predict something bad will happen. Haha, MrG is damn mean i swear. I was like :"Mr go, if my mum call you, what you going to tell her?" Then this is what he reply, "i'm going to tell her with your this kind of results you won't get promoted and you are gotta go ITE". Wthhhh, i'm not gotta let mr go call my mum! HAHAHA.

After school rushed to hlm with tess,py and sama to eat our tomyam beehoon before heading to tess's house. Haha, omg. Tomyam beehoon is the bombxz, heaven yoxz. Haha. After that went to rent horror movie and went tess's house to watch. Haha, and omg it sucks. First dics we rent was orphange. Haha, Py sama and I watched before but we just wanted to watch it again because it was damn scary when we watch it in the cinema. Then watching half way when going to end that time, disc spoilt! Haha, spoiler leh. Lucky i know the ending already.

Second disc it was damn stupid, watched Boo! We thought it was damn scary thats why we went to rent that. But trust me, it's stupid to the core. The last show i ever wanna watch. Haha. So we should rent scarier horror movie next time and go tess house watch again! Haha. Headed home after that. Saturday night went for janice's BBQ. Thanks Jan! Food was great :D Hehe. Today went for tuition and py and I have a sudden urge of buying volleyball. Haha, for no reason i guess. So in the end py's buying it and we are gotta play it during the holiday.

Yay, i'm gotta try to play squash during this holiday. Wanted to play tennis but py don't want, haha. Cause she say it's damn hard to play. Hehe, maybee! So squash, i'm comingggg! I wanna burn my fats off seriously. Just finished watching 1 Jap show, LIFE. Haha. It's about bullying in school. Quite nice eh and the show is a bit ridiculous. But it's nice! Managed to finish watching 11 episodes in 2 days. Okay, heading off to ikea and giant at tampines now. Yay, ikea ice cream here i comeeee! Ohyeah, did i mention that fell is treating me sakae soon? HAHA. My ultimate sister. HAHA, LIKE REALLLLL.

Missing Identity, 6:02 PM

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Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Lessons were slack today, mainly because of competition. No morning run in the morning, PE played soft tennis. Haha, it was fun eh! Wanted not to take PE cause there's tournament. But decided to play tennis in the end because of the temptation. Haha, tennis is me and py's P6 favourite game! Hehe.

Then SS teacher didn't come, so slack again. Had 1 period of POA, stupid field is superb noisy with all those primary school kids having sports day and disrupting our lessons. Moron siah :/ Then had recess and had two periods of geog! Haha, geog was slack too. Took 2 periods just to do one 5 marks question, haha. Took my time to do so that can drag time. MrsW is damn nice to bullyy! Was having a bad headache during geog and thanks canteen auntie for the panadol!

Left class at 11.40 to prepare for match. Panadol do helps! :D Juniors played against Mayflower and won them with the score of 5-0! And i must seriously say that i'm damn proud of their performances today. Every single one of them played damn well! And i believe if they have the determination and perservence, they are able to with Nanyang. Hope you guys can emerge in the top 4 and win glory for the team yeah?

B division match at 3.45. Although i didn't get to play, but it's good just to scream my lungs out for the team! This is the first time i felt so relaxed and i think it's good! Words just can't explain how i am feeling, but i'm seriously glad that i'm not playing today! I think if i play today, i will play damn badly because of the stress i'm having. I will just broke down and go bonkers. Haha, like real siahhh!

On the other hand, i'm damn sad because stupid kimpy malign me?! Wth, i shouldn't talk about it because once i start talking about it, it will be never ending. He said i never play my best on Monday's match, but please. He's not even me how he know i never play my best? And it seems like he is forcing me to say i didn't play my best?! I don't care if the school read this or not, but i just felt damn malign(sp?) because of this stupid thing. Like i said in my prev post, i don't mind letting others to play since they can play better than me. Then why don't he just say straight to my face that he don't want to put me down and play?! Rather than thinking all sorts of reasons to shoot me. What the &^*^($!

Chill man C! I shouldn't get agitated because of this bloody thing. But team played real well today! And i can say is the line-up was abit wrong luhs, or i can say that we only know how to defence shit. Thats what we only know how to do. I can't imagine how bad our team is gotta be years later. Haha, and i realised that i can predict future damn well. What always comes out from my mouth is always true. Thats why next time i better say good things! Haha.

Next next monday will be the last match with the sec 4s, omg. Time pass damn fast! It's so fast the last tournament for the year and hopes that everybody will play well that day. And soon they will step down and me and py will be left alone in table-tennis. Hai, i can't imagine how life will be. But i don't think it will be that bad since there's entertainment from juniors. They can be real funny sometimes! (:

Missing Identity, 9:57 PM

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Monday, March 09, 2009

I decided to blog today, since i'm not in the mood to study or anything :/ Damn depressed of what happened during tournament. Anyway, checked results today. Shall upload my results later! Stupid Bio, make me lost 1 mark! There was an error in the marks given and i didn't get the mark in the end because i didn't tell the teacher before 2pm? Wth, got such thing one meh?! It was so last minute and expect me to count like super fast and check whether every subject got mistake anot. Aiya, i don't give a damn anyway.

Left class at like 11.40 and headed to the hall for tournment. Game start at 3.45 for B div and C div start at 2pm. Haha, C div won Anderson with a score of 5-0! Good job juniors! B div played with cedar today and expected, we lost :( But managed to grab 1 point from them. Haha! All thanks to Yao Yao. Omg, the way she play is damn cool i swear.

Ohyeah, Nationals Sports came to film and everything. Team got damn high because they scared they were unglam and everything. Haha, i laugh like mad siah! Funny Mary. This is what happened when you are in a all girls school. Bimbotic is the word for it. Partnered joyce and played 2nd doubles. And as usual, we lost. Wth, it was a close fight and we almost win! It was damn wasteddd, all thanks to me. :( I felt damn loser when kimpy and the teachers said that we could have won or before the match they say we can win one. And time and time again, we disappoint them.

I'm sorry if i let the team down AGAIN(emphasize the word again) . I think i'm not in a right state of mind to play this year. I think is because of my Ns that i'm worried for. If i'm playing so badly this year, what about next year? Which is Os?! Haha, i might not even get promoted with my this kind of shit results. I'm not even qualified to go into ITE/retain. Haha, private candidate then! :D Class was being damn funny today because we were decided on which ITE to go since most of us fail 3 subjects.

I'm damn tired of losing already, wednesday is a crucial match for us. That will be the deciding that we are counting on. I said to many that i wouldn't mind not playing cause i really don't want to pull the team down. Why not just give others a chance to play since they have a higher percentage of winning compared to me?! :B I'm serious. But it's sort of damn last minute noww. Fuck this whole thing. I swear it's fucking annoying and i damn hate this feeling. I'm a ultimate loser! Imma depression kiddd and i'm hearing a emo song which make me even worse!

English - 53 (Yay, i passed!)

Chinese - 59 (-.-)

Combined humans - 48 (Damn SBQ!)

Geography - 44.9 (Expected)

POA - 89.8 (-.-)

Combined science - 53.4 (Deproved shitxz!)

Mathematics - 45.2 (Fail, straight away go ITE! HAHA)

Missing Identity, 11:06 PM

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Sunday, March 08, 2009

You make me wanna love you again;

Hello worldddd. Wednesday went to the zoo! It wasn't that bad compared to the previous one we went. Haha, went to the zoo and slack. Didn't really did CIP actually, since there are only 12 kids and glenda can handle them all. haha! So everybody was busy taking pictures and stuff. After a while the rain came and tada! We went home. Haha, lucky me :D The rain came in time!

Thursday had training, py didn't go school. Haha, thanks sama for sitting with me in class! Got back my literature and SS paper. I passed both CT paper, but thanks to my SBQ quiz which make me got 1/7! I failed overall Combined humans. Unfair shit. Ugh, nevermind. At least i managed to pass my literature and my SS SEQ. Hehe. Training was damn tiring, hate training nowadays. I'm thinking to skip training after tournament until after N level. Haha, but that's a bit ridiculous.

Friday got back rest of the paper. Yay, passed combined science! All thanks to my bio, hehe. But passed by 0.1 mark only lah. Nothing great about it. Haha, i passed my english too! This term results scrap some through only. Failed 3 subjects total! God, it's bad compared to last yearr. Parents going to kill me i swear. Haha. Getting back report book this weekkkkkk. Bad, see how i die.

Ytd went training in the morning and it was bad too. Aiya, training is never great anyway. Went to BBT shop with nads then headed home. Watched boys before flowers before going to sleep. Haha, omg. The thunder/rain/lightning scare the hell out of me i swear. I was awoke by the thunder. It was like getting louder and louder and dang, there goes my electricity! Haha. Tried to on back the switch but don't know how. Haha, in the end have to wait for mum come back then got electricity. HAHAHA. Lousy siah.

Today went for tuition, topic was fun. Managed to understand abit compared to the previous chapter. Haha, went hlm to meet fell and mum. Then trained down to PS with mum and fell went for work. Shopped ard PS and then headed home! Haha. Crazaye over boys over flowers, haha! Although that main girl quite ugly, but she's quite poor thing nehxz. Nationals start tmrw! Not really very nervous also, dk why. Haha. Against-ing Cedar tmrw. Wish me good luck and pray hard that i won't get all the scolding from kimpyyyyy -.-

Missing Identity, 10:38 PM

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Tuesday, March 03, 2009

Yay, blog's back to normal! I shall blog more often now. Haha. Saturday went town with fell, bought quite a number of things. Sis bought slippers from fourskin. Omg, i'm going to grab that orange-brown slipper from fourskin too! It's damn nice i swear. Hahaha. Sis went to buy her earpiece from HMV. I bought small crumpler! I'm left with no money after spending all. Bought another top too. Sis and I spend a total of like 100 dollars? HAHAHA! Productive shopping.

Sunday went for tuition and went to collect my specs. And omgawd, i look like a freak with my damn -_____- eyes. Haha. Then went home after that and went to the back of the coffeeshop for dinner. Yeap, that's how i spend my sunday. Ohyah, not forgetting to watch my korean show, boys before flowers ah? Not very sure of the title. Haha, i prefer the jap version. Because the girl is so much prettier than the korea version. Haha, although the korea version the guys are more good-looking. I'm buying Hana Yori Dango disc! haha, provided if fell allow.

Monday school was alright luhs. Got back quite a number of paper. Failed Geog CT paper by 0.5 marks. But overall failed quite badly. Because of my assignment. Stupid food map ah, put in a lot of effort still fail. Stupid -. Then in the end geog only managed to get like 44 only? Aiya, whatever. Got back chemistry paper too, fail. Hahaha! Only got like 19/45? Bad i know. Just hope that my Bio will pull my combined science up. If not i'm going to fail combined science this term. This term sucks, failed practically all. Training was sian, damn sian of it.

Today didn't really get back a lot of papers. Anw, i passed my Chinese! Yeah manxz. Although only get like 50+, but i'm contented yoxz. Cause i failed quite badly for the written paper. HAHA. I passed my chinese! :D I think i will only pass two subjects this term lah, chinese and POA. What the heck. I'm going to fail my N level with this kind of shit results. I failed my maths too, damn badly somemore! Both O and N level maths. Damn shit lah. Fuck my maths results, damn disappointed.

Oh my gawd, we are heading back to the zoo tmrw AGAIN! I wanna faster get done and over with it. Hope it don't rain tmrw, imagine tmrw rain and the zoo is going to be damn stink! Shit luhs, zoo is the last place i ever wanna go. Dammit. Haha. Anw nationals starting on Monday. Let's try our best to get in Top 8! :D :X There's training on Saturday, boo!

Missing Identity, 11:10 PM

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