Broken memories that will never be forgotten;

Thursday, March 29, 2007

HELLO! Im now seriously sad & disappointed. We lost to Raffles(5-0) & B div lost to Cedar(5-0). im sad half of it is because of that, half of it is because of the seniors! Argh. They are leaving soon. If we do not get into the top four, next week is their last week with us. haha! Lots of people cried today. hahaha! Im really missing them a lot larhs. haha, i still remember we shared lots of happy times together. Its really hard for us to get in top four. i really hope that both teams can get into the top four. Or else the seniors will leave with regret. ARGHH.im now darn darn fucking sad larhs. Just now after tournament, they played hockey together. haha! Guess what? Ms deepa played too, she was from the hockey time last time. COOLXD. Seniors havent leave yet i miss them lerhs, if they leave what am i going to do? They are always our laughing pill. Senior hugged us before we go home. Candice, Suann and lots of people. Suann even hug me before i went up to play. Today's line-up was expected. Mr kim putted joyce and peiying who is both singles partner together to play doubles. Then the sharlyn and cassandra who were doubles played singles today. Mr kim put all his hopes on the doubles & Janice Yoong. But i disappoint him again. Why must this be the case? haha. okay, just for your information, my opponent today from raffles one of them is call Natelia Goh, OMG. She super looks like one of my guadarated senior. OMG! She's super chio larhs, haha. but my senior more pretty. Still got another one, From cedar, she super looks like Li JiaWei lar. haha!*Shocked* keke. Argh, im really super super super sad. Especially when Jillian was praying for us before the match that time, me and rachel wanted to cry larhs. cause it was super touching. When we were on the bus. Ms deepa told us this:She saw ms goh and ms goh ask whether are we confident to win and ms deepa said yes. Guess what? ms goh told ms deepa say if we get in to the top four right?SHE WILL ASK ALL OUR CLASSMATES TO COME AND SUPPORT US. Crazy! Ms Goh is super sweet larhs. hahaha. All of our classmates lei. haha! Okay, im gotta try my super duper best against Cedar. NO MATTER WHAT, i know the percentage of winning is low, but i will just try my best! ARGHHH.

Missing Identity, 7:19 PM

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Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Okay! First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VEE & VAL. Wait, let me sing a sweet happy birthday for you two now! Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to VV(val & vee), H-A-P-P-Y B-I-R-T-H-D-A-Y tooo youuuu! Haha. Okay, lets talk about serious stuff now, KIMPY is driving me crazy. I think he's seriously putting lots of hope on my doubles? Just because we won yesterday? Hey, please. raffles lei. Don't try to be funny. Im not saying im totally giving up larhs. But he actually is given us a lot of pressure lei. Make our burden so big... BLEAHX! Will just try my best tomorrow, will focus, focus & focus. haha! Another piece of good new. I PASS MY GEOG RETEST. Three cheers, i was so surprised larhs? But i think i actually fail by a bit dehs. I think mrs cumar was nice enough to give me a few more marks to pass. cause while checking my answers with my friends, mine was like totally nooo link? haha! Darnn happy larhs. KEKE* Okay, i think i shall stop blogging here. I think its time to catch up with my studies ya? Had been slacking the past few days. GAMBATE; Will try our best to win raffles thursday. TRY TRY TRY.no giving up is allow;hahahaa! I sounds serious ya?

Missing Identity, 8:03 PM

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Monday, March 26, 2007

Yo guys! Today is Week Two of Term Two. haha! We lost to Nanyang by 3-2 today. but i wonn, haha! I think they took it easy thats why they put their reserves down to play. anyway, im quite content with my playing today. keke. B div won today by the score of 5-0, both of us got in for quater finals. Our lots is outt, it sucks okay! Its darn low percentage of us getting top four. haha! We have to win two schools out of three schools, guess what? Our lots is cedar,raffles and Dunman high. its seriously crazy right? Cedar & Raffles, we have to win one of them to get in to the top four, which i think its seriously impossible. haha! B div one also quite sucky larhs? St nick, cedar & Chong Cheng, they have to win St nick to get in top four. haha! WE MUST GET IN TO THE TOP FOUR, heard from Suann say if we got in to top four for this year, we will have money. I WANT MONEYY!!! Why is our lots so bad this year??? Hais. Its really quite seriously impossible to win Cedar larhs? We can't even win Nanyang how can win Cedar! Bleahx. Btw, my mom just bought for me a new addidas watch, blue in colour. i love you mom! haha. My dad is freaking biased, my dad bought for my sister a Mp4 yesterday, hmphh. Nevermind anyway, i don't really love listening music. haha!!!

Missing Identity, 7:18 PM

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Friday, March 23, 2007

Okay! Suddenly feel like talking about my ambition. haha! My ambition is to be a nurse and a DeeJee. haha! So, this morning, i have a taste of it of becoming a nurse. Haha! Wanting is my guienea pig. She had muscle ache, so i agreed to help her apply the lotion thingy with cotton butt on her leg. hahahaha! Its fun ya? First time going to the sick bay. And i made a mistake by accident! When the cotton butt drop on the floor, i picked it up and continue to apply it on wanting's leg.ohh myy gooshh!!!Haha. Now, i know why the hospital is talking about hygiene all day long. hahaha! If one day i really become a nurse, please pray that i won't give the patient wrong stuff and all. hahahaha! Okay. Had self-training today in the hall with air con.hahaha! We had to keep watch on kimpy cause he doesn't know that we have training. haha! We had lots of fun larhs. hahahaha! I hurt my elbow! The glass window hit against my elbow while so many false alarm occures. haahahhaa! Super funny. Peiying took my bat for accident too, make her have to run come to secondary school just to exchange...hahaa! Signed up to be peer lite. Don't know whether should i join or not. hahahaa!!!

Missing Identity, 9:09 PM

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Thursday, March 22, 2007

YOo peeps. Today tournament is against St Joseph Convent. We won,5-0, they are a tough school to fight. haha! Mr kim came today, but left after the second's singles game. SO YIPEE! He didn't watch me play, or else i wouldn't dare to play my forehand. haha! Cause im not pressurised or anything by anybody. Cause when it was my turn, we had already won! So phew. Janice and Peiying had a hard fight with the opponent. They were strong. So we were darn nervous larhs. Kimpy scolded our whole team IN FRONT OF OPPONENTS TODAY. Arghhh, he's being insane. The opposite side the coach was looking at us larhs. Guess whats the reason for scolding us? Cause when the doubles 1 opponent lost a ball, they will all say together JIAYOU. In a very united way, then when they win a ball, they will scream and whatever so. So, Kimpy expect US to do THAT TOO. Please! Thats the way of other people cheering, why must we cheer the same way too? Then after that, we cheered THE SAME AS THEY DO. After that, Kimpy came here and YELLED AT US AGAIN. He said that we didn't cheer the same way as they cheered. WTF! I really got nothing to say liao larhs. Guess what after that? Our first doubles won larhs, then you know what he say? He say they won because our cheer was LOUDDD & we scare the opponent away. Whatever. Crappy shit was that. There's training tomorrow! Arghhhhh, cannot go home early again. Sucks! Will be VSing Nanyang on Monday, Hou Lao Shi say its a definite lost. So, just hope we won't lose so badly larhs. Anyway, Three Cheers that we got in quater finals. YEA!
I think its time for me to leave,
Cause i don';t seem trusting you anymore.
Sorry to say that, but my life is in a confusion now.
I don't know what to do in a current situation.
You said you love me,
but it seems that you are saying it in your mouth,
not in your heart!
How do you expect me to trust you?
When you are else where.
Do you even bother to think?
Stop hurting my feelings, im doubtful of you.
Its better off to be friends.
Sorry to hurt you or what,
I won't force you or anything,
take your time to think about it,
WE ARE DRIFTING FURTHER & FURTHER EACH DAY.
I don't wish that your relationship end up like that.
i dont wish that to happen this way!!!

Missing Identity, 8:01 PM

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Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Umms. I will be blogging very little today as there is nothing exciting, overjoyed stuff to blog about? My life as been a dulled life. It seems that there is only black and white to me among all the colours. Haha! Had our 2007 first matched in Nationals yesterday, it started off well with C div VS Gan Eng Seng 5-0 & B div New Town 5-0. Haha! Tomorrow will be VSing Nanyang. I don't hope to win but just dont lose so badly. Like 3-2 larhs. Haha! Kimpy will not be here tomorrow. YIPEE! I know you guys think that im darn evil. But sorry, i also donno why im very happy that he's not here tomorrow. When he comes, he seriously give us pressure. And thats why he say that we are lack of courage. Hehe! Hope i will get to play tomorrow cause he's not here. HAHA! Lessons had been okay. With the freaking lame ms loh, her period is okay, but sometimes, She seems to talk far away from the subject we learning. God! We have to see her for 12 solid periods A WEEK. The only day we will not be seeing her is friday, saturday & Sunday. So three cheers for that. Im trying to finish reading my Literature book, clay marble, the book seems to be interesting. haha! Its about a girl name Dara spending their time at the Nong Chan and so. Its quite nice larhs. This is the first book that i wants to finish reading it before next week. Cool arhs? Okay. Shall continue from chapter 14 of my Clay Marble. Good luck for me tomorrow. Leaving class at 12, will be missing chinese. arghhhhhh.

Missing Identity, 9:57 PM

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Tuesday, March 20, 2007

in a sorrow space.

in my deepest dreams.

i remember, i remember seeing you.

i remember ur eyes.

i remember ur smile.

i remember you.

in a lonely night as i remember,

i remember,i remember hearing you.

i remember ur words.

i remember ur breath.

i remember you.

when i feel cold.you gimme ure clothes ; you gimme ure warmth.

as i feel hungry, i feel hunger.you gimme ure food ; you feed mie wif life.

as i feel down, i feel depressed.you gimme hope ; you feed mie hope.

YOU ARE HERE

i will do anything, almost everything, to protect you.

my love for you is everlasting.

Missing Identity, 8:13 PM

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Sunday, March 18, 2007

Arghhhh. Last day of School Holiday,arghhh. Tomorrow school will starts. Hate it lorhs. Cause it totally sucks. Tuesday our Nationals will start!!! Darn gan chiong de larhs. Till now,kimpy haven't even decide who to play for the doubles. Kuku! Gotta let parents sign our report book tonight, sad. *sob sob* Shall really mug hard next term.

Actually have nothing to write ler larhs, just feel like updating. Oh no, sec 4s and 5s gotta leave us after the Nationals, quite sad har? Will really miss them when they left. Stupid, still left newspaper article. Very lazy to do har? Crappy shit. oh goooshhh. Gotta see Ms loh for how many periods for next whole term. So just prepare to shut our mouths up during her crappy period...

The only thing i like about school is can see my girlfriends everyday. Cause they totally rawk my life! They are sweet, loveable and caring. hahaha! Their jokes and actions really tick my laughter...
I will lock your heart until we are over.
No point finding the keys,
cause its meant to be lost.
Your smile really melt my heart,
your caring really touch me.
Stay with me always.

Missing Identity, 12:17 PM

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Friday, March 16, 2007

I really miss you A LOT, A LOT.
I know that this couldn't last long but i will cherish the time with you every minutes.
But no matter what, i will always be by your side.
Im willing to lent you my shoulders when you are feeling down,feel free to come look for me.
Im willing to share the joy with you that i have.
I know that i can't make you feel that happy but I promise i won't make you feel sad when you're with me.
I will be always waiting for you for an answer,no matter what.
We spend less time together, but my heart is always with you.
I have been thinking of you the past few days.
I really care for you. I will let you feel comfortable being with me.
I love you<3.

Missing Identity, 8:07 PM

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FREAK.I think i fail my geog again.hmphh.Those i know how to do one is only 2 marks.Walao,should have memorise it better lar.Im confirm gotta fail which the test was like simple?Memorise the wrong stuff. Yesterday we had tt outing to J8. Haha! Wanted to watch The Haunted School but its not sale in GV. Feel like watching ghost story with my tt mates.hahaha. Never tried that before and wanna see how they reacted. After that, because of the arcade, we had to go baleno to buy 4bucks shirt to wear as they don't allow school shirts and all. 5 of us wore black ya.hahahaha. The shirt stinks but had our laughter all days. HA! Freaking kimpy crapped lots in primary school. Still say wanna train our doubles. What rubbish! Only make me play chye with them. Actually he did play matches while i was taking my test. SO NOT FAIR. School reopening soon. Didn't have time to rest at all larhs. Only left one homework, NEWSPAPER ARTICLE. Bleahx. STUPID GEOGRAPHY RETEST. I fail until so unwillingly lorhs. I memorise a lot lei. But apply it at the wrong questions. Tournament starts i think the first week of school reopen. So, GAMBATE!

why am i always the one who suffers?
You doesn't seems to care about me.
I really love you a lot a lot.
Im always thinking of you.
Please make me your closest.

Missing Identity, 7:11 PM

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Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Nothing to update actually .Haha!My days have been darn sickening for me?None of the days i feel happy,Trainings have been tiring for me.Haha!Wasn't suppose to turn up for training today but i did.Wanted to go to bugis with the clique but hannah got some last minute stuff and so.Thats why we cancelled it.Anyway,we will have chances in the future.So its alright.Quite disappointing and sad larhs?cause from the start i hate prefects and so.And now because of it,our excitment is being dashed.But,can't help it larhs.We can still go some other time.Trainings,haiz.Nothing seems to run smoothly for me lar?Kimpy has been seeing me doing retarded faces and all.I don't think he even wanna put me in the team at all.hmphh.I think he's over biased with the NA GIRLS!Joyce and me were kena scolded today because we lost to the p6s.Hey,comeon larhs,joyce all while was playing singles and now mr kim changed her for doubles.He thinks that we will definitely win.whatever or not,he is just finding chances to scold me and all.Can't be bothered indeed.Next,Suann forced us to play Angel and Mortal & my Mortal is ........... i cannot say.hahahaha!My mom had seen my sister and mine report book. She's quite disappointed larhs.Actually is VERY.hais.Her expectation is always high.Anyway,training starts early tomorrow.WE WILL BE HAVING TT LUNCH AT J8,second time BUT IM LOOKING FORWARD TO IT.My mom haven't give me money yet.ARGHHH. btw,has been smsing this person for a few days. LOVE CHATTING WITH HER,she makes me feel comfortable and all. LOVE HER A LOT. She's very different from others.<3

Missing Identity, 10:13 PM

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Monday, March 12, 2007

HEYYYYLOOOWWW peeps.feeling quite moody these few days,actually its VERY.My mom and sister have been quarrelling almost everyday.i donno whats wrong with them?I really don't know what to do.Im afraid my mom will blow up sooner or later.My mom have called just now to tell my sister that she's bringing her to go find tuition later but my sister refuse to go.IM REALLY VERY VERY AFRAID.Im afraid that she couldn't let me go out with my friends this Wednesday and all.I hope she will agree to let me go.Please God,please grant my wish.IM REALLY VERY EXCITED FOR IT.We have even plan to do what and what.Im gotta ask her tomorrow night,and i hope nothing will go wrong.My sister seems to be slacking almost everyday?I think she had tried her best.She always throw her temper whenever she's angry.I bet 99% of the elder sister does that?Each day has been a frightening day for me.I don't know what will happen tomorrow.hais.I have got nothing more to say.JUST WISH THAT MY MOM WILL AGREE TO LET ME GO...

Missing Identity, 5:06 PM

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Friday, March 09, 2007

Changed my blogskin;hope it will last long like the previous one.haha!Today is the last day for Term 1.Although its only one week,but i'll be missing my darlings.Haha!Today was darn bored. In the morning we have physical, we played ISLAND GAME.haha! Quite fun larhs. After that went to the hall for police talk.The school is afraid that we will commit crimes.Thats why they have this police talk lar.hahaha! After that the lessons was bored. Took back report book and all. Didn't really do quite badly larhs. But my mom is gotta scold us on Wednesday. haha!So must enjoy myself first. Geography was darn crappy. Almost the whole class were eating before mrs cumar come, we were careless and left the seaweed wrapper and the food in the dustbin. Thats why mrs cumar know its our class. All of us denied that we didn't eat in the class.RHUEN CHUET AND HAZEL SAVE OUR Class. haha!They told mrs cumar that they left it in the pocket. Haha!haha! Okay,change subject. I cannot see her for like one week larhs.(ITS NOT MRS CUMAR OF COURSE) The school holiday as not started and im already missing her. haha! I shall control myself. btw,peiying's mom came to see mrs goh today.SHE WAS SUPER MEAN OKAY? She badmouth about peiying in front of her mom larhs. Say what peiying's results VERY LOUSY. Its not only lousy,its SUPER LOUSY.Which her results was actually not bad???crap larh she. She makes me think that she can get the president award very GREAT.hahh! but donno why, im still okay with her. I think she's just scaring peiying and being strict. okay! I shall end here lerhs. haha!

Missing Identity, 10:36 PM

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Wednesday, March 07, 2007

i hate seeing you being close with your friends.
you means really a lot to miie.
You don't know that this actually refer to you.
cause you seldom come my blog.
Hope you will understand my feeling.
Whenever i see you,i don't know what to tell you.
I will just stay by your side.
How do i express my feelings to you?
i really donno how.
Can you tell me what to do?
Please accept me one day.
love you forever.<3

Missing Identity, 11:08 PM

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Thursday, March 01, 2007

YOHAHAHAHA!
today was quite a slacking day but i like it!!!hahaha.Ms loh didn't come,so we crap as much as possible(as usual).then after that geog that time,mrs cumar let us watch a movie.THE MOVIE WAS SUPER NICE LARHS(athough im half-awake half sleep.but when the volcanic starts,its super nice to watch)then after that art,it was hilarious.Bev and Hannah was singing song to sama.hahahaha.
training-really spoilt the darn mood of mine,he seriously treat miie as transparent,he gave up on miie.i don't give a darn about it.He was like asking me one question,he said if i don't answer him,he will replace miie with the sec 1s.Guess whats my reply?i just said'ORHZ".im not joking.i was so furious with him that time until i couldn't believe i could say that to him.After that,i was laughing with rachel,he stared at us.And i just ignored him and continue with my laughing.Aren't i great?im very impressive with myself.But now is not the time for me to show him that i can play,so give me a break.
Tomorrow will be our prize presentation.woohoo.gotta wear that nerdy tie up the stage,Mrs lee will be dere too(if im not wrong).Will be leaving class at 12.40.arghh,gotta miss my volcanic movie...*sobsob*Will be getting back my science paper tomorrow.REALLY WISH I COULD PASS.

Missing Identity, 8:43 PM

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