ohhh.Don't know why my post now cannot change colour.SOO SADD.*sob sob*haha.Let me talk about serious stuff now.TOURNAMENT,East Zone Tournament as just ended,VERY SAD?cause we cannot have such a enthu supporters anymore.haha.B div done well yesterday by having the first place while the C div lost to Anglician and won the second place.Okay,he took rachel off the doubles and partner me with joyce.At the start i thought we would win but we didn't.Same thing,he scolded me.He said will fire me and joyce one day.haha.No choice,i have pulled joyce down.If joyce placed singles we might win.I have pulled the team down.Mr kim had high expectation of us as we partner each other last year too.I don't understand,why he hate me so much?Just because im stubborn?its human nature,i couldn't help it too.Seniors say wanna see some fighting spirit.They said they couldn't see it.Actually,i have.but i do not know how to express it out.So,just let it be.He gotta strip my place off.BY ALL MEANS.cause,putting me is equal to putting sec 1s.He love to try,so by all means alright?im sick and tired of all these.I really don't understand whats wrong with me?He said we have not enough trainings.He thinks that we are playing the WORLD CUP or what har?He said im stupid,so im stupid and a stupid person have to buck up in her studies.He gave me all the trainings and i have neglected my studies.Now,i really do not know what to say.Just to tell you guys,I REALLY GIVE UP.i don't mind giving up my place,the sec 1s can just take it alright?JUST TAKE IT.Now,make my mood is affected too.No mood to study for my common test.He always say we are afraid,but we aren't?He thinks that we win one set because he called the time-out?thats not the fact.Im prepared for the next training,bang on my head and so.I think i need a consellor soon.I really need it.No one understand how i feel now.Enough of that,geography paper.No time to study?And im gotta fail my paper.MCQ-don't know how to do?Its ultra difficult.haha.PAPER CUT-FINISHED.darn happy.hahahahaa.anyway,kena deduct 5marks because submit late.hahaha.can't be bothered?Monday then hand in.Had team dinner yesterday,It was alright.He mentioned my name har?He said all these craps just to strip off my place.For the goodness sake,just be straight forward.yes,im deproving.i don't wish too also.but this is not i can control dehs.Four schools lost three schools.What am i doing?hais.i have done my crapping and so.If anybody knows what to do,please tell me.

Okay!Chinese New Year is over and its time for us to just go back school.time indeed flies.hahaha.Today,MY MOOD IS SUPER DUPER DOWN AND MOODY.Im down with a SERIOUS SERIOUS bad flu.But now it as recovered.Its super serious until i feel like vomitting.Why?i also don't know.Today tournament,B div had won Chong Cheng with a score of 3-2.Well Done.Us,We had done badly(sorry,error.Not US.IS ME)We had lost to Dunman High.*SHOCK*We had never lost to them before.All of us are not up to stardard today as Chinese New Year has passed and all of us are a little bit sick.IM SERIOUSLY FUCKING FURIOUS with *****.He's super what.HE REPRIMANDED ME AND RACHEL WHILE WE ARE PLAYING.What the hell lar.He say we are nervous.Okay.its quite true.HE SCOLDED me because i didn't block well.xcuse miie lar.All the shots were super strong,how did he expect me to take?HMPHH.Time out=.=He told me and rachel say if we not going to play well,HE WILL DRAG US OUT OF THE HALL WHILE PLAYING.AMAZING.Does he have so much strength?I DOUBT SO.First two sets we were leading.But after that,we lost.He says we have the skill to play,but our mentally is weak.(Means we are BRAINLESS).I think he's over biased lar.I think he's too biased over the NA people.He then later said he don't intend to put us in the match anymore cause we are seriously NOT FIGHTERs.After that,when we are going home.HE SCOLDED US IN THE BUS-STOP LAR.what the fuck.Its quite a lot of people there lei.HE SHOUTED AT US.okay.i admit that im stupid,i couldn't concentrate and win back the match.but partly is his fault also what.IM SERIOUS TOO STRESSED UP.i have never had this feeling before.I could break down any time like a spoilt machine.PAPER CUT really makes me BLOW.Been slacking recently.I think i don't intend to play for this year anymore(maybe not this year.but friday VS anglician cause i really couldn't concentrate,if he ask me whether i wanna play anot.i think most probably i will say no).but im afraid that he will change my place during the Nationals.
I'm sorry that i made the team lost.
I really couldn't help it.
I just couldn't play well.
WHATS WRONG WITH ME?
IM REALLY SORRY IF I DRAG THE WHOLE TEAM DOWN.

OKAY.today is Valentines day.firstly,i wanna thanks those who bought gifts for miie.I REALLY REALLY THANKS FOR ALL.IM REALLY SORRY THAT I DIDN'T BOUGHT IT FOR YOU ALL.im really sorry kaes?please forgive me(i meant it).Cause i've been quite busy these few days.Tournament,CCA and all.IM REALLY VERY SORRYYYY.i really feel very guilty.Today my mood is darn super lousy. I do not know what.I really hope my mood will recover before the CNY.Haiz.Today,left class at 11.30.Before 11.30 it was Art lessons.I REALLY HATE ART AS IM SUCK IN IT.We have done paper cutting.oh gooshhh,thats worst.I have never play a penpnife in my whole life before.Wanted to quarrel with Ms tok but i control myself.Peiying wanted to make hannah laugh but i think hannah mood is super lousy there she goes crying.hahahaha.Seeing Hannah cry peiying went crying too.hahahaha.im really sorry cause i really COULDN'T CRY.i tried to force my tears to drop but it just didn't drop.hahahahaha.There i went laughing like a siaozharbor.Today tournament-VS Chong Cheng Main,our truely BESTIES,We Wonnn(4-1)Me and Rachel is the only pair that didn't win.Thats why there's a 1 there.haiz.THERE GOES MY CHOCOLATE.Couldn't really play well today.ME AND RACHEL MADE A FOOL IN FRONT OF THEM TODAY.HAHAHAHA.My Chinese indeed sucks har?I HATE JIAOOSSS.Our opponent were rather strong.One of them was from sports school and they both were using long pimple...hmphhh.Couldn't really take it.Okay,enough of that.Im been sleeping rather early these few days without packing my bag and all.IM JUST REALLY TOOO TIRED.Sleep Sleep Sleep.There's training tomorrow again.I have a bad feeling Mr kim is gotta reprimand miie and rachel...So,GOOD LUCK FOR ME AND RACHEL!

Sorry for not blogging these few days.Been quite busy and nothing to update actually.haas.Tournament starts yesterday.whoa.Ngee Ann improve darn lots...They look fierce and the way they play were scary.Rachel and Me were shivering before we get to play.haas.We were lucky that our opponent wasn't that strong like peiying's.hahaha.Hope it will end smoothly through-out the tournaments...Anglician and Chong Cheng(main) is my biggest opponent.Especially Anglician,I think they have improve lots as chong Cheng won them last year...hahahaas.Playing with Chong Cheng on valentines day and anglician is after chinese new year.hahaha.LOTS AND LOTS of people came to watch the match played yesterday!!!!hahahaha.We were lucky B div first.or else we will have lots of people watching us play.hehehee.Rachel played well yesterdayyy!!!!hahahaha.Chinese New year reaching soonnnn.hope my kuku won't come on that dayyy ya?bless miie.or else it will be darn troublesome.Leaving class at 1.30 this monday to support seniors while they leave class at 11.30.good right?hahaha.as they have to set the tables and warm up.I think mr kim is quite happy with all of our performances yesterday.Or else we will be shoot on the head with lots of people looking.bleahx

yohohoho!Shall blog about this week since im freaking bored now.why is my life so bored dude?This week,okay.had compre test on monday and im having a seriouuuss diarrhoea on that day!poor me.have to hold the pain.Got back our maths test on monday too.haiz.got 12/15.First time pass,now still can cope.but i donno my rest of the years how am i gotta cope with my maths,and indeed my maths sucks.Tuesday-HAPPYYY!Sze Sze didn't came as she was on MC.woohooo.as i didn't do my collarge.The rest of the lessons was fine.Wednesday-i got back my close passage results.I FAILED.i got onli 4/10 and my word i got 4/5.HOW CAN I FAIL MY ENGLISH?i gotta buck up man.Sze Sze didn't came for art again.hahahah.and dar was opening a hair salon for our classmates.hahaha.WTf!She cut one of my friend hair.hahahah.ONE WHOLE BUNCH of frindge.hahaha.i was darn scared at that time lar.sooo scary.In the art room cutting hair.Sounds wrong.
TODAY-last four period was bored.it was Science(physical) and Geog.haha.after that,went out with TWO&Co to the bubble tea shop and bought chips and cup noodles and headed to py house.hahaha.wanted to revise our work but mr lazy is acting on us again.we took lots of picture(didn't update here,all in my friendster)...hahahha.THEY TOTALLY RAWKS KAES?i donno how am i gotta live without them.<3
okay,next friday is the first match between PLM and NAS(ngee ann sec).don't really have lots of confidence as i find that this year C division not really very well-prepared.haiz.but partly is luck.hope our luck are good that day.its gotta be held in our school.btw,CONGRATS TO BADMINTON TEAM.Its a good start ya?Please win AHS for us.hahahaha.thanks thanks.<3