Missing Identity, 2:13 PM

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Omg, blog's dead. It's screweddddd. I hate blog now for idk what reason. It will always hang up on me and i have to press ctrl alt delete. Screw this whole thingggg! Anyway these few weeks had been a hectic week for me, finally CTs and EZ is over. CTs was bad bad bad. I never felt so loser before. Last year or so i was quite sure that i won't really fail except for english. haha, but now lehhh. Struggling to even pass one. ohmygawd.

Got back some term 1 paper. Chinese fail, i'm the ultimate loser because this is the first time i failed so badly. I only got bloody 19/50, what's happening with me siahhhhh! And this whole shit paper is like 40%? If i fail chinese my family is gotta kill meeeeee! English, fail! Got like 23/60. How great can i beeeee? Hahaha! Today, got back SS assignment. Guess what? I got like 1/7. HAHAHAHA! Say i'm the championnnnnn! but i expected it in the first place luhs, pajiao eyes of mine saw the wrong source. Hahaha.

POA paper was ohkay although had quite a few mistakes. Haha! I doubt this term my results will be good. I hope i won't have like more than 2 fails, but i doubt that's possible. Haha! Anw Nationals starting soon, which is like damn fasttttttt. Fixtures are out and it is damn bad. Luck and determination is all we need nowww! God, we need miracles now like what has happened during last year match against Nanyang.

I'm going to give it my best shot for trainings and tournaments. Since it might going to be an end for this year tournament and i will definitely miss the sec 4s and joyce, my awesome and great partnerrrrr! :D I'm going to sleep now yoxz.

Missing Identity, 9:55 PM

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Omg, time flies or should i say time shoots?! Because shoots faster than flies. Haha, argh. I'm blabbing nonsense. Anyway 6 paper down, 1 more to gooooo! POA paper on monday, i shall study tmrw and sunday thennn. Today rest! Anyway, many things happened this week. I shall summarise it because i sort of forgot what happen alr. Haha!

Monday: Requested to leave class at 10.30am to train for tournment. Was againsting AHS and yeah, we played badly. Only janice played well. And sorry to team if i disappoint you guys once again. But i'm not really very sad because my conscious is clear. I tried my best to defence and attack. So blame me all you guys want. Lost with the score of 4-1. It was badddd! Line-up was good, but all of us were out of form.

(shall skip tuesday because nothing happened)

Wednesday: Had Social Studies and Literature paper. Social studies was alright. But Literature was a killerrrrr! Nothing to write about Atticus, didn't expect that Atticus would come out too. Stayed in school library until 4. Studied maths and thanks everyone who teach me! haha, i know i have no common senseeee, thats why i'm a slow learner. Went for prize presentation after that at loyang. And we got third, disappointment muchhhhhh! Yea, we are the ultimate loser i swear. But what done is done, no turning back. Haha, this year got medal instead of trophy. I want trophy lah! Got more value, stupid siah. This year so budget until get medal. Peekturexz until the bus come.

Thursday: Had Geography, NA maths and 'O' maths paper. It was a disaster. Geography is bad, before i even do my paper. i got back my quiz, i only got freaking 8/25. Wtf, i write so much still fail. Shouldn't have even write in the first place. Then common test, open up the paper and i was like SHIT! Fail liao. Loser lah me. NA maths paper was alright, can manage luhs. After school went opposite to have cup noodles first then come back school for 'O' maths paper. It was badddd! First question stuck. hahaha, didn't do practically the whole graph of the last question. Didn't bother though. I think i'm just wasting my 95 bucks of trying O level maths this year.

Today: Chemistry paper first, bad also lah. Hahaha! If you realised almost every paper it was badddd. I got study lor, is only dont know why cannot get into my brain. My shortcoming is STM for your information. Haha! Aiya, nehmind lah. After that was Bio paper, bio paper was alright luhs. So much better compared to chemistry. Just pray hard that my chemistry won't fail so badly and my Bio will pass w flying colours so that my combined science will still pass in the end. Wheeeeeeeee (:

Today after school faster trained down to town to eat seoul gardennnn. Has been carving since long and decided to go today since it's weekend tmrw. haha! Went to eat with glenda, py, tess and sama! Haha. It was shiok to the maxz, i think i ate too much until now i feel like puking. Haha, hope i won't get food poisoning. After that went shopping for py's present. And we bought for her a crumpler bag. Omg, it's damn chio for goodness sake! Py, hope you will like it. If you don't want can give me, i don't mind second hand though. HAHAHAHA!

I realised after so long i still haven't forget you,

people has been asking me to give up after so long.

But i choose not to, because you are still running in my head.

Hope everything has been doing well for you.

If there's fate we will meet.

1 year + and i still love you.

My feeling for you is more than a word can explain.

Missing Identity, 7:41 PM

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Missing Identity, 12:03 AM

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My legs are aching badlyy! haha. Anyway many tournaments kinda of completed playing so far. And congrats to C div who came in second for east zone! Well done yoxz. You guys have done us proud luhhhhh. :D Continous two matches played within one day is strenous. What more there are four matches in two consective days. Wthhh. I can't tahan! Played w CCHMS and St hildas ytd. We lost to CCHMS with a close score of 2-3, but we won SHS with a score of 5-0. Haha. line up was kinda of wrong when playing w CCHMS. Hahaha! Nehmind lah, what over is over.

Today played w two schools which is kinda of important to us. If we didn't win i guess we won't even be in top four of EZ. Anyway we conquered our fears and won NAS with a score of 3-2! Well done teammmm. Especially janice yoong luhs, you played well today :D hahaha. All thanks to my method, ahemmm! (: Partnered joyce and played first doubles. We lost the second set but won back the rest. hahaha, it's jing zhang to the max!

Then after that played w DHS. I'm sorry team if i have let the team down. Although we won 3-2, but if me and joyce could have played better. We would have get 4-1. I'm sorry teamm, i think my mind is mentally drained out after playing with NAS. Haha, i know i'm a big time loserrrr! Monday will be playing with AHS! It will be the last east zone match for this yearrr. Hahaha :/ I think that our team deproved a lot, idk why too! Every year we are like fighting for the first and the second place?! And now we are even struggling to get in to the top 4.

Damn shit to have 3 tests tmrw. I need my sleep badly. I'm planning to only study biology. Chinese i'm damn lazyyyyy! Haha. Tmrw evening will be going liang's church and she can tutor us mathematics. Hahaha! (i sounds as if liang's my friend) Common test next week. I can't afford to fail any subjects luhs. Esp english and geog! Cause this two subjects is the worse subject i have encountered so farrrrr. And i guess i have to give valentines day this year a miss. Since my sister say there's still next year.

Missing Identity, 9:30 PM

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Okay, i will have a quick blog before i head off to study! Anyway tournament started for the B div, we started off pretty well. Anyway wednesday and thursday will be a really important match for us! All the schools are improving now and we're still stuck there, in the middle of nowhere somemore. Kaoxz!

Hope God is always with us to give us the strength and the ability to play. Haha, since when i so holy siahhh. But i don't wanna break another bad record againnnnnnnn, the feeling is real bad i swear. I'll never wanna have a second time of that anymore. Omgawd, think positive man! Anyway lessons today was totally screwed. It was damn effing tiring with all those continous lessons. Common test next week, i realised i don't even know anything. Tell me what to do now!

Training today was alright, although kimpy was having a PMS. Hahaha. Lucky he didn't vent his anger on me! Lucky me. Hehe, i think he's just worried for the upcoming match lahh. Shitxz, there's still training tmrw. Killerrrrr! Pray hard that there's no table tennis everyday for this weekdays! I'll just die on the spot.

Saturday went out in the afternoon with sama, tess and py. Watched love matters. Haha, stupid show. It does not make sense seriously. Although some part was funny. But it's not worth watching lahh. I should have watch bride wars or wedding game. Then in the evening headed to town w fell and ben. Accompanied fell to buy clothes for her poly. Haha, and i saw my mini crumpler! 35 Bucks, hahaha. I'm going to save up the monaye and get it immadiately! Anw i'm excited to go tess's house after common test to watch horror movie againnnn! Hahahaha.

Dear Lord, please keep us in your prayer.

Missing Identity, 10:26 PM

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Yay. I'm back to the habit of blogging again. Haha, provided if i'm free lah. Anw people please tag! My regular customers. Hahaha. Anyway i hate school now. I'm damn freaking stress w the coming up N levels. I know some people might think that it's just N level and not O level. But, still. I can't really cope w my standard of english luhs. It sucks shit.

I got back my NA maths paper. Yeah, expected. I got only 7/20. Shitttt, why did i fail in the first place? I did study what, maybe is because i didn't study deep enough and misunderstood the question. I'm like the last in class, haha! Crap. Most of the people got higher than me. Maybe i should really reconsider whether to take O level maths this year anot. Someone please tell me if i should continue! But most people just ask me to continue, maybe i shoulddd.

Did SS SBQ today. I'm gotta fail it again. I just glance through the questions and dang! I got it wrong. I didn't even mention about the picture when the picture is the keypoint! My source A become source B and my source B become source C. Fuck man, am i stupid or what huh. Or issit my english is that bad that i can't even understand. I hate it manxz! Lit paper was alright today. But partly because we got to discuss the paper first before doing it.

And now i'm stuck w my stupid geog assignment. I don't understand a single thing about the question lah. Shit ass. Anyway juniors started the tournament today! It was a good start luhs juniors! Tmrw it will be the B div turn. Hahaha, i'm damn excited. I think i won't have the mood to study tmrw. Hehe. Managed to catch up abit w janice ng today! Haha.

Yayy. Going out on saturday w girlfriends to catch a movie first then will be meeting fell and ben afterwards! Excited much yo. I'm like some bird which is stuck in the cage for long and have been wanting for freedom. Omg, valentines day coming babeh! I'm seriously broke. And shit, common test is coming and it's gotta clash w my tournament! I bet i'm going to fail badly for term one.

Missing Identity, 9:04 PM

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Ohmygawd, i think my blog is officially dead. Anw i'm damn super busy this year i dont know why too. I'm also not busy studying or anything. Hahaha. Training totally screwed up my life. Three times a week. By the time i'm home i will be dead beat and don't even have the energy to study. What the heckkkk. And zoom, east zone tournament will start this friday. C div will start on thursday. I'm damn scared luhs.

I realised i have deproved a lot this year compared to last year. I don't know what's wrong w me, everything just doesn't seems to be right. Haii, i'm afraid of tournament luhs! I dont wanna play until damn shit and pull my team down. :( Zzz. Anyway this year chinese new year was so so only lah. Nothing unique every year, the only thing unique is that i was sick even before chinese year new! Sway me can't eat bua kua and everything :/ My voice became worse after CNY. Haha, gay neh!

Anyway went to the zoo last saturday! It was damn boring. Stink like hell, i hate zoo for goodness sake. Somemore i will still be going to the zoo like another time on saturday. Wo de tian! This year CIP sucks. It will be more sucks when the compo and everything is on CIP and i will be stunned cause i don't know what to write. Now when i see until the damn zoo advertisement on teevee i'll be damn pissed! Hahahaha.

Had many quizs and test for the past few days. Having like SS and Lit quiz again this thursday. Anw i totally screwed up my maths quiz on friday. Fuck, i hate it when i screwed up something which i really studied for it. Out of 4 questions, i got ALL wrong. Wthh, my answer is so out. Hai, and KMC just told us today that our class got failure. Imma sadddd! Nehmind luhs, i started tuition already. So maybe it might help! Haha.

Hahaha! Saturday might be going out for a movie w girlfriends. Not confirm luhhhhh. Yay, tmrw coming straight home after school. It's been long since i come home straight after school. Shit, i think i can't handle tournament and common test lah. Stupid common test, i guess i'm going to flunk it. Secondary 3 work is tested too, wth.

Missing Identity, 7:45 PM

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