Wednesday, February 21, 2007
Okay!Chinese New Year is over and its time for us to just go back school.time indeed flies.hahaha.Today,MY MOOD IS SUPER DUPER DOWN AND MOODY.Im down with a SERIOUS SERIOUS bad flu.But now it as recovered.Its super serious until i feel like vomitting.Why?i also don't know.Today tournament,B div had won Chong Cheng with a score of 3-2.Well Done.Us,We had done badly(sorry,error.Not US.IS ME)We had lost to Dunman High.*SHOCK*We had never lost to them before.All of us are not up to stardard today as Chinese New Year has passed and all of us are a little bit sick.IM SERIOUSLY FUCKING FURIOUS with *****.He's super what.HE REPRIMANDED ME AND RACHEL WHILE WE ARE PLAYING.What the hell lar.He say we are nervous.Okay.its quite true.HE SCOLDED me because i didn't block well.xcuse miie lar.All the shots were super strong,how did he expect me to take?HMPHH.Time out=.=He told me and rachel say if we not going to play well,HE WILL DRAG US OUT OF THE HALL WHILE PLAYING.AMAZING.Does he have so much strength?I DOUBT SO.First two sets we were leading.But after that,we lost.He says we have the skill to play,but our mentally is weak.(Means we are BRAINLESS).I think he's over biased lar.I think he's too biased over the NA people.He then later said he don't intend to put us in the match anymore cause we are seriously NOT FIGHTERs.After that,when we are going home.HE SCOLDED US IN THE BUS-STOP LAR.what the fuck.Its quite a lot of people there lei.HE SHOUTED AT US.okay.i admit that im stupid,i couldn't concentrate and win back the match.but partly is his fault also what.IM SERIOUS TOO STRESSED UP.i have never had this feeling before.I could break down any time like a spoilt machine.PAPER CUT really makes me BLOW.Been slacking recently.I think i don't intend to play for this year anymore(maybe not this year.but friday VS anglician cause i really couldn't concentrate,if he ask me whether i wanna play anot.i think most probably i will say no).but im afraid that he will change my place during the Nationals.I'm sorry that i made the team lost.I really couldn't help it.I just couldn't play well.WHATS WRONG WITH ME?IM REALLY SORRY IF I DRAG THE WHOLE TEAM DOWN.
Missing Identity,
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