ohhh.Don't know why my post now cannot change colour.SOO SADD.*sob sob*haha.Let me talk about serious stuff now.TOURNAMENT,East Zone Tournament as just ended,VERY SAD?cause we cannot have such a enthu supporters anymore.haha.B div done well yesterday by having the first place while the C div lost to Anglician and won the second place.Okay,he took rachel off the doubles and partner me with joyce.At the start i thought we would win but we didn't.Same thing,he scolded me.He said will fire me and joyce one day.haha.No choice,i have pulled joyce down.If joyce placed singles we might win.I have pulled the team down.Mr kim had high expectation of us as we partner each other last year too.I don't understand,why he hate me so much?Just because im stubborn?its human nature,i couldn't help it too.Seniors say wanna see some fighting spirit.They said they couldn't see it.Actually,i have.but i do not know how to express it out.So,just let it be.He gotta strip my place off.BY ALL MEANS.cause,putting me is equal to putting sec 1s.He love to try,so by all means alright?im sick and tired of all these.I really don't understand whats wrong with me?He said we have not enough trainings.He thinks that we are playing the WORLD CUP or what har?He said im stupid,so im stupid and a stupid person have to buck up in her studies.He gave me all the trainings and i have neglected my studies.Now,i really do not know what to say.Just to tell you guys,I REALLY GIVE UP.i don't mind giving up my place,the sec 1s can just take it alright?JUST TAKE IT.Now,make my mood is affected too.No mood to study for my common test.He always say we are afraid,but we aren't?He thinks that we win one set because he called the time-out?thats not the fact.Im prepared for the next training,bang on my head and so.I think i need a consellor soon.I really need it.No one understand how i feel now.Enough of that,geography paper.No time to study?And im gotta fail my paper.MCQ-don't know how to do?Its ultra difficult.haha.PAPER CUT-FINISHED.darn happy.hahahahaa.anyway,kena deduct 5marks because submit late.hahaha.can't be bothered?Monday then hand in.Had team dinner yesterday,It was alright.He mentioned my name har?He said all these craps just to strip off my place.For the goodness sake,just be straight forward.yes,im deproving.i don't wish too also.but this is not i can control dehs.Four schools lost three schools.What am i doing?hais.i have done my crapping and so.If anybody knows what to do,please tell me.